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Alahai....dah lama bebeno aku tak update blog aku ni kan...? Kesian kat blog aku ni....Dah la cite pasal mcmana aku bole jadik WAHM tu belum abis lagi...baru je bab 1...hihihi....

Guess what? Rezeki dari Allah datang.....ALhamdulillah.... Bukannya dapat RM10ribu ke...dapat kete ke....bukan..... Tapi Kiddieszone blogshop aku tu dipilih untuk segmen Home Biz dalam program "Apa Kata Wanita" di TV1 pada Ahad ni jam 11.00 pagi.

So, tadi datang le krew2 RTM dalam 5 orang termasuk la Cik Farah yg arrange semua ni. Aku sampai lupa nak ambik gambo sebab busy skit arrange itu ini dan shooting. Korang tengok la sendiri eh camne....(blushing..)

Apa2 pun...aku bersyukur sangat sebab mungkin ini first step aku untuk pergi lebih jauh lagi. Tak sia2 la apa yg aku buat dan aku korbankan selama ini. Tak sia2 la macam2 dugaan yg aku tempuhi.

Macamana aku bole jadik WAHM?? (Part 1)

A lot of reasons that pushed me to take this wise (ye ke wise?? :P) decision.

* Aina had frequent asthma attacked when she was small. Me, myself is an asthmatic.

* Aina pernah kena fits masa demam.

* I prefer to take care of her (bila sakit) by myself instead of sending her to babysitter.

* Mak macam lemah semangat lepas ayah passed away secara mengejut.

* No mood to work after arwah ayah meninggal. Sedih bila fikirkan mak..

* Susah nak ambik cuti utk bwk mak pegi hospital (bos bukan jenis family type).

* My job required me to go for outstation..huhu..tak suka, tak suka, tak suka..

After discussions after discussions after another discussions....plus....calculation on financial, expenditures, etc......hubby gave me green light and told me that we might be suffer for a few months but we never know what will happen if we didn't try.

That's it!! Handed my resignation letter and my decision was firmed eventhough they asked me to reconsider.....hihihi....blah la lu! Pilih bulu and kulit punya employer...malas aku nak layan!

So, start le life effa as a full housewife...and that time I was pregnant of my 2nd child. Hubby cakap..."takpe..insya'allah ade la tu rezeki lain..." He was right...alhamdulillah....memang ada rezeki. But things was not as easy as you thought. Biasa la...dulu income datang dari 2 orang. Sekarang ni from 1 person only.

However, I managed to absorb with my new job 'title'...hihihi....I started to cut down unnecessary expenses such as :-

* CUT UNNECESSARY EXPENSES - like my baju ke, kasut ke, blablabla.....senang cite...apa2 yg masih elok dan bole dipakai, aku tak payah beli baru. Hubby pun camtu jugak. Priority goes to anak je masa tu.

* MASAK SENDIRI - try to cook everyday (selalunya yg simple2). So, kurang la makan kat luar.

* BENTO FOR HUBBY - I even cooked for hubby for him to bawak bekal to work.

* CHEAPER DIAPERS - Sebab jaga anak sendiri, I tried to change to cheaper diapers (before pakai Huggies Comfort)

* MINIMIZE JALAN2 COST - Kalau jalan2, kitorang pegi ke tempat yg tak guna duit byk la..still bole have fun jugak.

Our monthly expenses for babysitter, susu & diapers kat rumah babysitter and belanja makan aku masa keje dah tak payah kira dah.

BERSAMBUNG......

Nape senyap??

Been silent for quite sometime huh..??? Appreciate whoever dropped by...some of you even asked "apsal blog tu tak update2 pun..?"

Simple answer.......Dugaan melanda......dugaan besar dari Allah.... Kuatkan diri...Effa....

Some quotes below might help me to be stronger...insya'Allah.....


* Meredith: [narrating] Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled… old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget. - from Grey's Anatomy

* MEREDITH: [narrating] "Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside."

* "kadangkala Allah hilangkan sekejap matahari.Kemudian Dia datangkan guruh & kilat.Puas kita menangis, mencari dimana matahari?Rupa2nya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi"

Diharap...kawan2 mendoakan kesejahteraan hidup effa ni ye.....